ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND ;

Friday, May 28, 2010 >>7:52 PM

where did my smile went to ?
where did it go ?
is lost , lost long ago ...

did i ever requested anything from you ? NO!
did i ever blame on you? NO!
did i ever complain about you ? NO !

then why i get all these?

are you running away from me?
are you hiding something from me?
why cant you just fucking tell me ?

if you says i dont cherish you
if you says i dont love you

than show me your evidence

if i dont cherish this relationship

what for , i still bother about you
what for , i still remembers every single thing about you
what for , i sacrifice everything for you .

i dont know , i really dont know wad have i done wrong
that this is what i get .

maybe im just th one who is falling deeply
& also th one hurting deeply .

i wont want to request much from you
just a meet up , before you enlisted in ns

is that hard for you ?

but im very very disappointed in you
very disappointed

in your heart , i dont have a place
game comes first .
call me a stupid & naive girl if you want

till now you still dont know what a girl want.

if you thinks im very irritating
if you think im very hard to please
if you think im a burden to you

tell me .
& i wont bothers you anymore .

because is really painful
really really painful , if you are th one who is falling for a person so deeply

till nw you will never understands how i feels .
no point looking back to those memories
is no longer th same anymore .

you are no longer th one i know

maybe i am nt th one you are finding for

i need a shoulder to cry on , friend where are you ?