you will nv ever understands me , never will .




dreams? what dream?
i dont think i have a dream anymore

wads th point of wishful thinking
whereby i dont have th amt
wtf , jus bcuz of insufficient amt
& im like lost in th way



i can nv reached my dream
i can nv reach it






its alright , if i dont have a dream anymore
& besides 2012 , 2 mre yrs and i can jus simple die off from this earth
may my soul be either falls in heaven or hell

i suppose is hell , i have too much sins
its fated , i believed
i will nv ever get what i want
never .













its suppose to be a great day fr me
but its all ruin ,
i dun feel like working tml
dont ask me why





i know i have lied again
lied of being happy .
i cant be happy
i never will
dreams ?

this is jus a wishful thinking
im just a useless idiot
living in this god damn earth



no body will ever understands
NOBODY







when i need a shoulder to cry on , theres no one
when i need a listening ear , thers no one
when i need a person to walk with me , theres no one



wads th point of helping or being a good samaritian ?
i wont received any good luck
wad do i always get ?

this is unfiar
life to me is always unfair
unfair
unfair
unfair