last day of orientation
baby send me to work as usual
im suppose to be in a happy mood

but it spoils off due to some reasons *


its nt my fault
its nt my damn bloody attitude fault
ITS YOUR FAULT!



chionged chestnut brandied sponges since morning
rush here n there
tmd damn stressed :(

so eny th others so freely
nt like me ,
im always suay
ya ALWAYS!





pissed over a matter
maybe some might think its a small matter
or its in th industry thats y
but to me was totally UNFAIR

here it goes





4 of us were split into different groups

MY&Wan - kumar

SiMing - Ariel

while me with th god damn pastry chef R*
darn ass me
im so damn lucky*

starting whip up th sponge
den into th oven fr baking

fucking no common sense
like as if im tall like that can be able to see th top deck of th oven -.-
luckily thanks to tommy , my another collegue helped me
if nt i will be still jumping to see th colour

when tommy went off , that chef start to told me off
like WTF ?! cant u put like the bottom deck or something
im short & u expect me to see things frm th top deck
use brains to think oso can right
i cant take it shoot back im nt tall , & u dun expecct me to see thing from a top deck

tio burn oso dun bother , what kind of chef is this
ask me to nt to rush
but i can see is he himself rushing la
like wth , that isnt an order or a function
dumbass




second thing , im pissed off is during th trimming of th cakes
i ask siming fr help as she is nt busy with anything
i spread th filling , n ask th chef wherethe izzit sandwiched th sponge anot
then he nod his head , when we both heard *ah , siming sandwiched th sponges
till he turned his head n told me off again , hey like wtf la ?!
i DID asked wherethe to sandwich anot , its nt i NEVER asked U
but U r th one who say AH , den when i sandwiched it U scold me fr no reason
i TAHANNNN , till as i bring my equip to th stewarding area , siming told me his english nt good
DUN UNDERSTAND ENGLISH , DEN DUN ANYHW ANS LAH
DUN ACT LIKE YOU KNOW
wan,boss n siming ,even the seniors & CDP
oso cant ell frm my face tat im stressed la
thanks kumar fr teaching me hw to ice a cake if nt i sure die :x




thanks pals , fr asking me to chill or cool down
as siming knows my attitude
the actual ME alr , BOOM off
but i BEAR with it , caus fr th god damn sake cert
but im sure within th 6 mths i sure argue wan ,
trust me
i wont allow anyone to bully or climb over my head





thanks pals fr cheering me up
baby too , he went to aljunied to fetch me home
willing to lend me yr shoulder
listening to my feelings
ILUUUUU <3333
he makes my day th most
my F/T joker HAHA
lovelovelovelove youuu





i misses my familigia
i wonder how r they right now
i got so much things to tell them
i miss them
K,S,E,WC,BH,KK,TS