i hate my life
i hate my life
i hate my life





i think i dont have a family

i mostly be adopted
i dont have a place called home

im nt a good daughter
im nt a good friend
im maybe nt a good girlfriend either

i might sounds crazy
i think i am crazy alr
but i know its always unfair to him
while i know its nt his fault
nt bothering him
im a lousy girlfriend





i nearly wanted to cut again
but i dont want to do it

i promised myself i wont
so i must nv repent again








i dunno wads wrong with me
am i having mental disorder?
god knows

i always wanted ppl around me to be happy
while i myself was nv happy


till baby makes me smile :)

baby pls bear with me


i misses my baby
really really misses my baby
i want to see him