should i be happy or sad when dad says i can't fly to japan nxt year
though i knew this would be happen , but im still saving like the way before
dad would rather send me to a holi with sylvia to shanghai during the june holis,
did told dad , that where i wanna set my future
either taiwan or shanghai.
i had prepared if katherine and my loved ones is gonna to see this post they will hate me for breaking this promise
well hate me if you want , im nt breaking this promise on purpose
i know other den i have so called hurt katherine ,
i have oso hurt my bi ,
HATE ME IF YOU WANT
I WONT BLAME YOU ALL.
but seriously , i really wished to hop on a trip to japan
but how long i still got to wait?
2 yrs? 3 yrs? or wait till i have found my dream?
i really dont know
time will tell?


really break down into tears
the inner heart was so painful
when my wish of japan nxt year went BOOM*
but i cant really blame anyone for this ,
i also know they are doing it for my own good .
so i will just keep silent

well nvm den , i shall stay with my sweetheart dandanx3 in sg den
wait till my chance has come,den i will spend it there :)
lovelys , jiayou for saving for your trip to japan.








im not going to speak a single word
i shall keep my lips sealed}