CIABATTA :)

mdm chin cooked red bean tang yuan for us too
but i dont really like asian sweets :x
not into SWEET things that much
i nearly puke again , damn
what a weakling , vivian !


angry angry , went downstairs to have mac with taiki
& as im checking the psp colours that are still available
sad yo , its only left with
mint , rose pink,light blue , piano black , lavender , dark blue , silver





my 2 baby favourites are GONE!
fuck you, idiot who bought it away

&
pls stop asking me to eat!
i really dont have the appetite to eat anymore.

you all kept saying im not fat
you should eat blablabla
BUT i just cant eat&digest it

even though it true that its also in the dieting plan
just let me be can?
& i dare to shout out
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
i dont have the fucking self confidence in me

damn i think im like walking back into the dark side again
caus im thinking of taking up smoking again
FUCKTARD!
CAN SOMEONE KILL ME PLS ?
even if i gets anorexia , thin like fucking shit
im also happy
caus , never ! never in my whole damn fucked up life i had ever be skinny

hate hate my fuck face
if i have a briefcase full of dollar notes
i would undergo plastic surgery on my whole fucking body
next will be tattoos!