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vivian, shame on you
from a B dropped fucking badly to a D again

what the hell am i thinking , seriously?
am i doing the correct things?
do i really have the faith and confidence in me ?

can i just stop thinking of bloody nonsense , rubbish for the time moment?
can i really just focus in what am i doing for the time moment?



my luck haven been good all the time,
im one bad luck girl since young
no friends wanna be friend with me during my younger days
they just treat me as rubbish , a maid , a substitute
they see me as a weido girl , with weird thinking

ITS ALL RUBBISH!
they just dont wanna talk to me,
they all say i bring bad luck ,

well past is the past
just leave it all behind

thanks lots hubbiex3 for cheering me up:))
ilovehubbiex3 lah ,
i promised hubbie , i will push up myself
for the next exam :)

years by years , i have grown taller and older
glad that i started to make friends
and im grateful to have real good friends now
i loved them all

hubbiex3 brought mooncakes , sweet :DD





i think that's the only thing that cheer me up ,

im just like a dying,witted rose
everything is just random for me
happening that quickly

frankly speaking, i also don't wished to looked down at myself
but it just can't help it
im really dissppointed in myself
really really disappointing in my doings


really wish to jump down from my window
hardly can imagine how pitiful my body will smashed to the ground
with bones broken , blood splashed onto the floor.

but do you think , people and the heaven will let me to die that quickly?
i dont know.
maybe im starting to move back to my emo-self

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