i think I've got serious mentally problem on my fucking own . i had given up on myself , @ at same time i also make mdm dissppointed & make her lose all the hope in me :( i just really dont know what the hell i really want :(( i have let everyone down , im sorry people , friends
i cut myself again , cant help it , summimasen ne :(
i fucking hate myself , really feels like jumping off from a tall building, ends life once and for all !
the sentence that mdm shoot me, i nearly cried . but i just endure my tears , i dont like to let my friends to see my tears that is flowing.
i know i had let mdm down , loses hopes in me , but that is the truth , which i have been keeping for very long . though the comments given back might hurt a little , i still got to face the music.
after all the sayings , i realized i shouldn't just gave up hope on myself . i promised my parents that i will study real hard & not to disappoint them . i will make sure i will do hard!
im touched that my friends cheered for me to retake the test , well since they dont lose hope on me , i myself shouldnt gave up that easily .
thanks donuts&sweets:D
mayo hubbiex3 , keiko chan , dandan , bernard , yolander girlfriend
love you all :DDD
i will pass my test , to prove that im confident :)